i woke up at 6 am, skipped breakfast, went through a 2-hour meeting with a growling stomach, then seized the chance to munch on a cracker, skipped lunch cause i was running out of time, until 3.30 pm when i had the first proper meal of the day - buffet!! i was surprised time passed so quickly and i didnt whine about my empty stomach hahahaha

i love and hate buffets. its great that you can binge voraciously and vent all your frustrations on food, but the bad thing is, you over-eat, knowingly. and the feeling of over-eating is pretty uncomfortable. but if you dont order the sufficient number of plates, you're not making your pennies worth. hahah the ugly side of a typical singaporean revealed.

i should be sleeping now, gotta wake up at 5am the next morning. oh no!

i learnt a lot today, really.

离开你我安静的抽离....学会放弃。

re-applied. submitted. paid. no more turning back. ahhhhhh.

i dont know whats holding me back.

anyway, let me show you some interesting things that my friend brought over from taiwan!





when i first saw them, i went - how can you place them together with food?!?!?!

i had my most-expensive-dinner-in-20-years-of-my-life on friday night at this atas restaurant, Prego. buffalo mozerella cheese, carbonara and cookies and cream cheese cake. when you're prepared to pay a lot for it, you just gave up trying to find the cheapest dish listed on the menu. hahaha.

just when i felt that i should stop spending extravagantly on food, i went for hi-tea session at Royal Copenhagen. but but, it was my friend's treat! hahaha thanks!

the food therapy did make me feel better. i wasnt exactly in my happiest mood these few weeks days. dont ask me what happened. so the best remedy is to eat! eat! eat! prior to Prego, i went to Al-Almeen to have roti prata, then Upp Bt Timah to have carrot cake and a bakery to have pies. *thinks about the calorie intake. but back in camp, i can skip breakfast and lunch, only surviving on a chicken burger for the whole day, until dinner, or only have breakfast and lunch and skip dinner. i hope my gastritis dont haunt me cause of my irregular eating patterns.

我好像站在無人山崖　全世界都拋在外

This shall be my first time blogging with my mobile. Feels like i'm typing a really loooong sms here haha.
Tell me what i should do from now till 11. Nothing's opened at safra jurong yet. But of course i'd rather be here than in camp.
I'm sitting on a dunno-whats-the-name toy that makes me oscillate to and fro, hahaha, like what a playground has. Later i'm gonna sit on a huge plastic dog that hopefully can take my weight. Woohoo, self entertainment rocks. My dear friend is sleeping like a pig so i'm pretty much faced with nothing else but toys. Bwahahah. See, how uber bored i am now. And only 5minutes have passed, nooooo i still have 2hours to go!
Thank goodness there's wifi.

Giving up doesnt mean you're weak, sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go - Anonymous.

a year ago when i received my course, i was thinking if that was what i really wanted. but i knew i had a year to think of what i really wanted to study. and now, its been a year. its time i decided. argh, i hate to make wrong decisions.

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is it my browser or is my blog picture not loading? argh i have no time to change my skin. i've been using this skin since time began.

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i lied, again, like i always did.

撒了一个谎，就要用另一个谎来圆上一个，无形中就被卷入恶性循环。

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i'm gonna hate this upcoming uber looooong week. c'mon, 8 months. i want a break.

我心中的呐喊，有谁听见
我心中的挣扎，有谁能体会
我心中的话，又有谁能了解？